my hometown Tawau

ziwei had realise how much i been missing my own hometown after i went to study in miri. about how long i didnt come back those food. ahhh~ kinda sad is because the food not like what i have been waited in miri. well it is still the best in my heart ^^ nah not mine. haha... fruit ice.

this one is mine but i prefer the k.k at one bornoe there the little store. i forget the full name but only remember got the work hot in front back is what ziwei forget lu~ hahaha.

ohwell not really like wht i had expeected.... the cucumber didnt cut into slices... sob... but i went back there last night i mean is 18th dec it it back into slices it taste quiet nice ^^.

haha... the train hasnt been fixed till today. @@

it is sunday so i went to the sunday market but woke up quiet late so not really a lot thing selling there already. but manage to buy gula kapas. long time no eat when young always wanted to buy and eat parent dont really let bec it is sweet and color only. now grown up dont feel like to eat so much maybe really grown up jor luu~~~

dim sum... hai chui. will be my choice. but nah... come eat once or twice edi enough because will bored. it been like a must everytime i come back sure the few places i must go and eat then i just feel i back to my hometown haha...

one of the day if not mistaken that was 1st of december help out yong to find the gas. at last still go back to giant which i told him the first place he dont listen haha.... tawau only there got the helium gas. helping his friend to pump balloon bec birthday @@

if i ask u to buy me a gift coast 500 do u willing to take the money out one time to buy it for me? surely wont right u will feel heart pain bec it suddenly cost u so so much. but if u everyday save 1 ringgit without notice not really need a year u can save more than 365.. ^^ isnt it nice. effort. jia jia you nothing is impossible.

found this new store in eastern plaza. well liar lai de... the octopus so small cant really notice is there an octopus meat inside la!!! how much it cost 3.00 for 3 balls. argggg... no no go back there de lo me!!!!

but the process of cooking this thing is cute haha... worth to try but not worth to buy it again hahaa.

sweet cousins

taken the day before he went back to k.l...
damn miss spending time with them. haha... people does grown up de o ^^

four of us play it. then hon hon boy lost a lot of time hahaha... =p

girl is xiao chei boy is hon hon boy

this one is voon voon ^^

the dinner before they off from house to airport. bec not enough time so order outside then eat at home because kinda rush packing things... buu...

pretty pretty Seng Wei

isnt he just so so sweet. ^^ my bro seng wei...
22th December. actually was planning to give him a surprise but end up everything he knows and fail. sobs...
nah but at least got heart lo haha bro happy birthday yo...
grown up edi be a guai guai cai o..
i go back better see u handsome jor and tell me great news ya.
misses
drunk drunk boy. haha...
fried some food and prepare some drinks and some beer. ^^
nice chit chatting with him. and others.
talked with him till 3 something and i havent finish packing it is edi 23th November my flight is on 24th and i have to move to a new house. ah!!!!!!!!! buu... buu~ i'm doom.

for Jo baby.

18th November:
went to club with my sweetest baby. and had a very nice night. ziwei went to have dinner with bro they all at the first place since the second day winson is going back to k.k. hmm... then after dinner they went to movie watch poker king which i had watch before and i meet up lau lau at the bowling place and we go to TB meet up with the girls and my so called sis(Jonathan) ^^. ppl getting in mood to dance then Joanne Ting is heading back home sien... mood spoil jor. well at least can hug few pretty gurls that nigh woots. haha... then there comes the emo kids. party still going on and whee~ baby Jo always good in those moves and turn me on always. ^^ hehe. when everyone is getting tired jor suddenly at the dancefloor there pop out some girl in black and they are very very hot and sexy chick i mean their moves man.... u look will like open mouth wide. ziwei eye eye big big jor mouth also cant close @@ haha. party end with supper at lutong. then some of them comes to my room continue with beer. till 8.30am in the morning ^^ lau lau is the first one oioi ngong ngong thr jor then someone oioi as well 0(n.n)0 haha... *u know who u are* buu~ then Jonathan is heading back to k.k dont know when can see him again. sigh hate ppl leaving.
ps: wu zhang u are a good dancer man... u make ziwei eye eye open u no no screen saver that night. woots
picture can be see in my baby blog which is at the My Bitches section the miss sunshine. ^^

20th November:
hmm... hows the day goes... well actually was joining Jo and the Emo kids for bbq but end up only join them around 12am sori baby. and here i would want to say very very sori to my baby because my voice kinda piss and i feel bad bec she is the one i love the most.
*baby, i'm sori and i always remember my promises on you. love you always and will not angry at you more than one minutes.* promises will remain as promises.
see they all drunk drunk vomit vomit sleepy sleepy so cute. but the part i hate that day is when tears came out from her eyes the time she starts to cry it kinda strike my heart. doesnt feel like letting her go just like that. it just like a scene that ziwei hate the most have reflash and replay again in ziwei life. will forever hate that play. still baby, u will be in my mind and hearts. lub lub.
the gathering only end around 5.30am that girl still havent finish packing. @@ pro jor... need to bok bok her jor. always love you.

haha

friends...
i'm so so so sori on hasnt been updating my blog for such a long period. came back to hometown doesnt really mean i can online all the time i want @@ need to spend time with family and so on.
oh well here i go with no idea where to start writing about.
hmm...
i shall start with how my days goes.

24th Nov from Miri to K.K until 26th Nov
26th Nov from K.K back to my hometown till 3rd of Dec
3rd of December went to Singapore till 10th of Dec

that is the days of mine gone.
thank god i still can spend my time with some of my cousin on 26th of december before they go back to k.l which mean it might took us 1 or few year to meet each other again or ziwei go to k.l then need not la.. wakaka.
love and hearts them a lot. photos will be uploaded about them on the next post. till will be a guide line how i restart blogging hahaha.

wedding dress

Wedding Dress - TaeYang [Big Bang]

cute~ kawaiii nieh!!!
muacks muacks tae yang buu~

Some say it's not over, till it's over but i guess it really over now

There is something i gonna say before i let you go

Listen

When you have a fight with him

Sometimes you cry and feel sad and blue, i become hopeful

My heart a.a.aches secretly

then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again

To keep you from figuring out how i feel about you coz' then we would drift apart

I hold my breath, bite my lips

Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby~

Please dont take his hand cause u should be my

Lady~

I've been waiting for you for so long

Please look at me now

When the music start you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him

How i prayed every night this day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing

dress... dress...

The wedding dress you're wearing

It's not me [next to you]

The wedding dress you're wearing

dress... dress...

You never know i felt about you and i hated you so...

Sometimes i wished you would be unhappy now i have no more

t.t.tear left to cry

When i' by myself i talk to you like you're here...

I've felt so restless everynight maybe i've known all along that this would happen.

I close my eyes and dream an endless dream...

Please leave him and come to me.

Baby~

Please dont hold his hand when he comes to you cos you should be my

Lady

I've been waiting you for so long

Look at me now

When the music start you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him
How i prayed every night this day would never come
The wedding dress you're wearing
dress... dress...
The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me [next to you]
The wedding dress you're wearing
dress... dress...

Oh no...

Please be happy with him so i can forget you

Please forget how miserable i looked it's going to be unbearably hard for me

For a long while to come

No oh~

For such a long time...

I lived in an illusion like a fool

She is... still smiling at me so brightly at me

The wedding dress you're wearing

dress... dress...

Oh no~

The wedding dress you're wearing
dress... dress...
Oh no~
It's not me

It's not me

Oh no~

http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=THS-KRvu7c4&feature=fvst

lub lub tae yang. his smile took my breath away.

nice body ho~ woots

p.s when you are in love with someone just fight for it dont let it go. at least you have try before giving up then in the future you wouldnt be regret on it. Regret really is a huge word dont make it appear in your life it is just so not worth it. just be happy with what you have tried to do for him/her before so it can be a memories for your own.

YOU

not asking forever or eternity

but i will always

remember it

cherish it

put into my very heart a place for u.

baby,

u have been the reason why i smile, cry, emo, worries, angry for the 2008 and 2009. although i cant own u forever but i happy that ziwei have meet with u and hang out with you stay with you heart talk with you. looking into the sleepy face of urs which is just so blur... hahaha.

love,

ziwei.

ps ily

over sem 2 year 09

there are no more paper for the year. it is over and fullstop. the sem had ended with the last paper accounting managerial 101. it is finally over after all the awaiting. PPL ITS OVER... should be happy high gone crazy and shuang.

but brain automatically think of baby Jo is gonna leave me soon.

hate the feeling when someone is leaving.

its come when miko went to US.

next is min zhi back to k.l here goes Joanne turn.

cry? feel weird?

all the feelings it is all the same wont change till now.

and ziwei officially hate this kinda of feeling.

for him

life is so unpredictable.

u wouldnt know wht gonna happen next.

i cant recalled who is him at the first place

but trying my best thinking and thinking i remembered...

he is the one who asked me question on accounting 100 last sem

in library

and now he is gone.

this have make me realise and understand how precious life is

i wont make myself get into a trouble again

he change the way i think and the way i handle with my feelings

thank you..

ps

rest in peace.

will remember you.

days event

study... very sien but still it it good for me to full up my stupiak time and wont think too much on non useful stuff. cry and tear is not me anymore. i wont let myself cry that easily. wouldnt let any guys or thing happen around me makes me sob. rather put it into a [box] make sure it is locked. will not waste my tear to anyone without a good reason.

13 of Nov:
after the exam the stupiak economics which make my head spin spin spin haha~ company baby go deal with her housing thing then having lunch with lau and johnathan bec baby have to company the boy boy. *buu* it is a [rainny day], we went to the thai shop the tomyam is freaking spicy i can feel my lips become thick *wahahah* then company lau and johnathan to cut their hair... both of them look fresh ^^ then company yong to deal with his atm card which have been eaten haha~ then went to winson place hang out a while was planning dinner with them at leslie house but end up i am sick @@ small fever. maybe the rain and sun... @@

14 of Nov:
had dinner at Dickson place. ^^ quite enjoying. attended [ziwei, joanne, lau & dickson] can see how baby laugh and she been playing with lau with those moves. damn i just love the way they dance. btw baby know how to moonwalk this girl ah naughty but always can make a smile on my face although love to jior ziwei will speechless. the day havent end for them but it is for ziwei. went back home with a starbucks. ^^ [rainny day~~~]

15 of Nov:
5pm went out by winson car go to taman awam for bbq... @@ things isnt really going so well in the beginning but end up everyone still can have fun and are entertain by hao jie and sotong with their singing talents. and it is [rainny day] again.... buuu.. my back all wet but front didnt was quite wonder how this happen haha~ the fish sw said wont be cook but end up it taste nice haha... save it from the huge rain. haha. thx to winson for the patient. PS... the bbq is for seng wei de ^^ his birthday celebrate before those friend go back hometown. ^^ they going to brunei tomorrow damn... i wanted to go as well but i having exam on tuesday shittttt!!!!! arggggg.... *envy* i want as well mo...

16 of Nov:
officially i am sick
hahaha...
[ha chi ha chi]
stupiak!!!
but this few day i really had spend time with my friends happy ^^

clue-less

afraid, scared...

worried...

tired

just a shoulder that i can lay my head on

just a hug that can let me feel relief

just a talk with you is more than enough for me.

all i need is you to be by my side.

the feeling of insecure really making people tired

how i wish i can just breath without worries

how i wish i can be just like a bird

how i wish in my brain there are eraser...

so can help me erase those memories i dont want it to be there

forever it will haunt me

until the day i die.

how i wish things can just be easy.

nothing last forever just appreciate what u have now.

you would not know wht happen next.

maybe just a day later i will be dead in a car accident

maybe just a hour later i found out i have some weird sickness that can cost my life away.

to ensure i wont have regrets in life

i had learn how to appreciate thing around me.

haleh luyah

ziwei GG.com

i am freaking scare and nervous and wanna stay awake....

aaaaaahhhhhhhhh

MOmmy ...

exam is later 9 AM...

now edi 12...

GGGGGGGGGGGG

ps

to all my friend and curtin people who are going to face the stupiak wasting paper thing GUD LUCK and all the Best K...

when sasak edi say BUU BUU~

winks =p

aisk final

walauehhh...

finals is so so soon.

November

9th- CIB

10th- Marketing 100

13th- Economic 100

17th- Accounting 101

why read like no read geh???

ahh~ mommy...

ps. friends who are facing exams now and soon wish all the best to u all ^^

good luck too ^^ buu buu~

Fighting ya ppl...

u deserve...

no matter what has happened before

today is what you gonna deal with

and tomorrow is what you have to plan to...

so dont care about yesterday.

but the moment u have now.

appreciate it...

beware what comes out from ur mouth.

Be careful with what you saying and think twice with it
it may not hurt but it can makes people hates you
and pls... wht century are we in right now...
dont be so close OPEN a bit la...
brainless Ass.

ps sorry for saying so much bad word in here.

but i'm sure i not going to do anything
only just make faces and delete her from any of my profile.
btw for ur information girl i am 19 soon and i know how to take care of myself
and u just turn 17 or 18 and u still living with ur parents....
just focus in ur study other than saying ppl OKIE...

Two thing that i <3

arent they just so sweet and cute???
stupiak stupiak but cute...
they go to the hole then get stuck thr wakaka.. but they just just so so cute... buu~ ziwei want want puppy... miss my boo which no more jor... recalled how i bring her and took care of her before i came to miri for study last year thx for mik for that great gift and boo does bring lovely memories for me.

Trust me read the book better than movie. was planning to finish the book before watching the movie but find the movie kinda bored. but the book really can make u cry. P.S I Love You. really a touching sweet book. well it is lovely enough. ^^ gonna grab some times to finish ziwei's novel. with a cup of coffee will do the best.

Brainless

middle of night cant sleep... what i can do?
looking at my lappy but doing nothing like a fool.
thinking things * brain empty *
is that me no no brain or wht..?
no idea...
brainless maybe...
walala~
buu~
sien-ness overwhemled me...
can i just oioi?
no... cant even sleep...

it so lonely and quiet without you by my side.
it not longer a story of us but there are new character come in...
and u arent not mine anymore
open one eye and close the other one
hurt will be lesser... *i guess*
=] smilling face will always with me to make sure there are a smile on urs as well.
be there for you no matter when. give the shoulder for u to cry and complain.. *although i cant*
will always hope u can be my girl in deep of my heart.
i just wanna be with u...
missing u so badly....

you know who are u...

Doesnt mean Anything

been so insane today.
sad? emo??

ziwei really dont know edi...
feel like just lay down thr dont want get up.

close my eyes hopes it wont open anymore.
feels the hurt until numb
so wont feel anymore pain.
cover ear with blancket
so i hear and know nothing at a

it use to be our story
but now it doesnt mean anything anymore.
bec is already gone...

the 100th post is for u Jo...

there are more longer path need to go...
happy we have know each other for this two year
u have been someone so much special in my life for this years...
although compare to some of ur best buddies it is short but i feel secure and calm everytime u coax me...
baby i love u more than wht u can expect...
u will forever in my mind...

hearts everysingle second with you...

dream will dream of u...

play pool will think of how u win me... which my balls still a lot on the table wakaka...


thx for being the one right beside me... although i didnt say out things that i feel emo or sad but u are the only one can see through me other than miko... baby i love you always... maybe sometimes i very annoying on something that can make u piss sori... but still i love you de... no matter wht you no more with me... my heart will always miss u... muacks lub lub u

It's been a while

04.10.2009 - 08.10.2009
hehe this few day put it in one post. @@
it been a long while didnt blogging edi... =p
this is my little something,
with my baby Jo...

see this big big de ah... ^^

just get the cute one today ^^

small one rm 3 winks...

is so so cute leh... small small de

see see can build a lot of thing o...

arent they just so cute? ^^ buu~

another building... winks

it's the time pass this to baby Jo ^^...

with a little gift for her...

purple.. ^^ winks...

this is mine ^^

ziwei and baby Jo wear the same shoes ^^

taken in Marketing tutorial

dinner with Michelle... winks winks...

fresh prawn o... tomato with prawn...

dont know she like it or not la...

although she say nice.. *reali or not o*???

time to mumm mumm... ^^

she talking rice... winks... potato chicken and vege....

winks

three dishes...

the potato chicken killing me... =p

chicken hard to chop la... buu buu -.-

a smile = ]

no matter how big is the problem u are facing right now,
just take a deep breath and face it with a smile on ur face.
cant always be right beside u nowadays
but hoping everything that comes to u,
and wht u are facing now will be solve easily.
dear, miss ur voice
been calling u for times but no answer from u...
kinda worried about u thr...
if u see this post pls give me an email or a reply k...

p.s dear mik, miss u all the time

Happy Mooncake Festival so do Happy Birthday Granny...

today is Mooncake Festival which is the second year i didnt get to celebrate with my family and second year i cant celebrate birthday with my grandy... sad...
here in Curtin there are celebration for the festival which start from 5pm but me and yong and the friend only go at around 7pm hehe...
was rushing to the bus stop and realise that bus are full from the friend which edi in the bus. thx to the uncle that still stop and let us go in to the bus... THX UNCLE ^^ Ah Gong and Suk Yung the birthday girl

checking up the event timetable.

shirley. in her booth.

drawing kinda abdorable. ^^

mumm mumm... mooncake, red bean soupy, ...

i dont know wht this call as but i love to eat it.. ^^

prefer the one mom do...

yong : Mommy, i want money @@.
hahaha... the pose just like that hahaha

he said he been cheated one ringgit to try the tea. @@ prefer the green tea... haha

people writing their wishes before let the tang lung fly up to the sky.

can see the moon so clearly u know. ^^

nice view.

people gather and see how the tang lung fly up ^^

it just look gud ^^

whee... bye bye

猜灯迷...

hehe... the tea booth

ian tan with the gf

trust me his singing is just so nice.

ppl guai guai sitting down listen to his singing so do i...

yong win de ^^

some event.

games

games

Happy Birthday to SUK YUNG

Going back home lo ^^

Uncle

time to play Tang Lung.

the breakfast for the next morning...

love it.

the Prom 2.10.09

thx Jonathan for the ride to Eastwood which is the venue of the Prom Night.
for this prom been spending to much... arg... buu buu~
bankrupt bah ni~
looks pretty... ^^
everything just clean and tidy...

invitation card...

actually my table is number 4 then i change and sit with the emo kids where thr are Jo babhy sitting thr... ^^

the 1st dish... salad...

like Ian Tan said lost appetite... *aisk*

just love this photo... ^^

both of them just looks so so sweet...

buu buu~

my babe~

looking grand

sweet couple... ^^

look like wanna kiss kiss edi ^^

isnt they just sweet... buu~

2nd dish... mushroom cream soupy

3rd couple... woots...

looking awesome...n

next up is the mash potato

hehe... dont know wht so funny thr but heheh...

laugh also la ^^

woops... Alfred in the house.

got a bit feel like old time~

rose... thx yong...

it is so sweet.

Alfred start with poses... ^^

cute isnt it?

love this photo

another dish... chicken the coming after this is lamb.

but didnt get to take photo was out.

posing with wine. ^^

sweet emo kids.

they really can make ppl laugh and have fun time together with them

thx Jo and emo kids.

just sweet as candy couple thr...

some music for entertainment. ^^ soft nice one...

just so so sweet

yammmm seng....

ice cream whee...

emo kids..

posing... ^^

Ann and Jo

Liang Liang my housemate and ziwei

yong and Liang

^^ arent they just cute...

yong, ziwei, koh de gf... and koh... brian

my sunday @@

this two little kitten just so cute right ^^
they just born but throw by ppl @@ me and yong found it when go through the small road.
they follow the sound.
they no no open eye yet...
ziwei cant own them la...@@
scare i make them die...
well thr are someone so nice took them one by one.
the first one been took away is the one with short tail.. ^^ *there were 3 kitten*
went to town have hainan chicken rice before hunt for house food and stuff...
today is sunday so there will be no plastic but the boulevard better than that stupiak giant at least prepared boxes to put things in... good boulevard.. ^^

before go wait bus went to buy a durian back home. isnt it just so nice ^^

thank you for helping out. ^^ i just miss durian

woots

vege with a slice of ham which cut into pieaces. nice o~

potato chicken *added carrot haha*

this is the first time i cooking this dish^^

follow wht mom say nice man... just got the feeling of home...

miss home @@

fried mushroom ^^

dinner time ^^... time for me to eat bye hehehe

buu winks~

waiting someone at the changing room
so vain with my stupiak new hair... sob...
cut a bit equal to cut a lot jor... sien

my lunch time...

after found out the dress i wanted to buy but edi bring bought by someone else...

make me no mood so start to eat... no care... arg

notice who inside the photo???

LESLIE hehe...

nice to bully la him =p

SuShi King

second cut... this time cut whole head. arg.... lost a lot of hair edi... kinda sad

not really like the mushroom feel...

well wait it long hehe....

p.s happy i tried a new hair style...